Hard to let my Mom and dad

Tears,and joy flowing down I was in departure hall.My mom,dad,mom keep looking at me and brother.Is hard to let go but what to do that life!! that I have to accept and adapted back to this quiet apartments and follow the same routine….so Feb is a moment for me to think about my family how to help:( them :financially,spiritually,Athough,I know Valentine day is coming …I just want to focus for them nothing than that and think how God bless me and love me so much.